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We were created, immortal and vast. Our minds were set high, way above the cast. Love would always last.
“What fools would fall from this Grace, this Eternity of bliss?” we asked You… Willing enough to love You, but against our own selves. What a waste…
Though they saw not the War at hand, they were the fools who’s pride would last. The floor of needles awaited…
~ ABOVE THE ROE
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I was swimming under Gravity, over the night-time lights. Feare was beating in my vitality. Where is Love? I could not feel It in the winde.
A distant breeze. It sang a nocturne of immoralities, the dreary Szilencersx. They stole my loved one’s gentle sound. She tried to speak, but was as qwuiet as a tombe. I left her side quickly as to not catch the Szilence on my lips. I ran to the parke where the villaige was gathered.
I warned them that my love’s sounds had dropped dead to the Infinite. But, then They languorously krept into my peoples’ mouths. And I ran…
Isn’t it baffling that the Szilence had not caught him? It floated over our character like a spectre… and off it went. Throughout his Universe it spread… like an infernoe of Nothing. Those Infiltrators caused quite a stir… crawling on the ceilings like an arachnid from the Ninth Level…
~THE DREARY ABODE
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I have traveled far, to towns and cities and nations and other worlds to warn the inhabitants of the Szilence… but my hope is belated. Everything is grey and lifeless.
Even the ground makes a sound of qwuiet. The trees moan when the winde shakes their bodies. The animals have gone into safer sanctuaryes for feare of the Nothing.
I sleppt sound this night…
I woke up in a clock face. I heard a voice crying out my destiny…
The Great Spirit was calling me out into other parts of reality unseen. “You must bende the gears of Gravity, Szilence the Szilence, awaken the Heart.”
I emerged out of my imaginings, and started off on our Juornie…
Afoot he went, not knowing what the adventure would summon upon them. But, what he didn’t know of future stabbs of silver…could not kill him just now…
~THE GREY
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I sailed the stars and found Death. The Wicked One had corrupted their consciences and cut them at the knees. This world was lost to the Beast.
But, I then fellt pulled to another part of the planet: the Core. As I walked the road, I found figures of grey danes frozen in the Continuum. Above each of their heads was a torch of black flame…
At the end of the road was a immense sphere of Darkness. I was pulled inside of me to say this: “By the Will of the Great Spirit, I shine His Light.” Immediately, the Evil receded and shone true Love.
I merely winked my eyes and stumbled upon a Mirroere. I made contact with the surface and a grip dragged me in…
What he found there was not peace, it was the beginning of a War…
Under the gears he found Inertia, and in the Inertia he found Momentum…the movement of old.
~DESCENDING STARS
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A twisted reflection of my figure. He dragged into a looking glass to challenge our existence. Inquiring ourselves, beating against our prisonous prose, poisson filled the lungs of those present.
A shift of our scenery, and we were walking on the ocean, the sea of the silver stabbd ones. Stumbling on carcasses, I followed my shadows to the Heart…
So, this is where the truth comes to Light… The lies are put in a flux of shock. Our character now loses his will in the rush of drowning…
~ THE TWISTED CAVERNN
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He bent back my skull to let the air flow. And I saw the stars, staring at Szilence. The resilient ones have been scarred by gravity, falling to flame, rising to grey.
Under the gears of ocean, I returned. The sky swallowed whole my figure. An angry curse through a distant breeze, it ripped through their teeth.
I went into somnia. My eyes woke me to my own abode , my own comforting cottage…
It wouldn’t be long until the twisted would come for him, baring their teeth at his jugular…
~ UNDER GRAVITY
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We rushed through the wood and stone to find their familiar remaints. But, my love, you were not found in the town. Creation was frozen in time. The blades of what should be emerald softness, stabbd my feet in their stead.
Our astatine blood flowed, so heavy in the dark. I saw stones of cement splintered out of the natural floor. I found that each under there had passed with just seventy-five annuals. I thought we were the Infinite Ones, with no pain or agony to spare.
The Black Carriage had come and gone to that settlement, where the needles scraped across the glassy floor…
He heard a wretched sound, then. Like being tied down to her screams in the arsenic winde…
~THE STABBS OF SEA
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As I ran onto the grey pricks, the noontide came in. It washed us away in a flood of salt and bland iodine. I sailed to the bottom, tied to an anchor: Your hand. My episodes were qwuieted to a pin-drop.
Deep below the earth, a Heart stopped beating… he will never forget what has happened to her beauty…
Crawling down the drain to a hot-steamed ocean, only Fate knows what will come for him…
~ THE SORROWED REEF
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Under the Cavernn, we dug into the mind of old stirrings. The tree of Life showed us truth. But, what we saw there was how I was tricked by the twisted cunning of poisson:
“Drink of our wine, it was once water. It’s sweeter than any other vineyard… Quick, stab it into his red river!”
Love, You watched woefully silent as they sculpted my imaginings. So, I curled up in anger and fell to restful pain…
There was no Heart, no Great Spirit…nothing. The Wicked had bendte many arms…and were about to bende two more…
~A BEODILY SHELL
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What abyss have I fallen into? You do not exist here… Well, I can’t see You or feel You anymore, Dear. Just an empty ebony-grey night inside of my chest.
Up, up to the sky I rose and down I fell. My twisted figure grabbed me at the ankles and I fell into this place. But, he pleaded for help…
I looked at him again and saw where the stabbs went in…
Inside the Empty Chrysalis, a glass box was being constructed by the Wicked…
~INSIDE THE ARROWS OF FATE
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We were careful not to be separated. He tried to speak of the horrors done to him, but fell szilent always. He came to me one night:
“I can now speak, Brother. They tumbled my breath out of my sternum, tested my figure with poisson silver pricks. I heard words of szilence from ear to ear, speaking of the others whose legs they would bende backwaurd.
They struck me with teeth of the Beast. I ran too far to carry on.”
Well, let’s aid each other and unveil the truth…
They were far behind in the stead of righteousness… The silex was being refined under Momentum…
~ON THE UNDERTOW OF INERTIA
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Inside our hearts, we sleppt off an envious death. You, my twisted Brother, were gone while I looked for a sign. They stole you away, but could only bende half of your joints. They needed me to finish the metamorphosis of silex chains.
I’m running from you, I can not be captured! All is not lost. I know You exist! I fell to the dead foliage of colour and stared at the grey evaporation…
The blue expanse above our character wept, then. But it was crimson, not the smooth transparencies of comfort. The red tears showed a murderous betrayal of old…
~BELOW FALLING SCARLET
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I was pulled under Gravity to a moth-eaten atmosphere. Mildew stained the eyes of the carcasses. What a silver-pricked place! The figures of eight legs climbed down the red walls to greet me.
Surrounded by them, they stabbd me with the white and green-painted. Fainting to black, I fell to grey…
Beyond the Ninth Level they carried him. They lay him down in experiments…bending their joints all together…
~TIME’S ARROW
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My aches of back and bone woke me. I was on a bed of hospital. Across the room was my Brother! I called his name in whisper, he opened his orange eyes to me, and smiled for a brief moment. I smiled back. We spoke of each other for the time left we all had was short.
We got up and pushed our resting places together…so we could keep warm and comforted. We were clothe-less. The Experimenters had burnt them…
No dreamms invaded them that night of the Eve. Only a vast black filled them. Alas, tomorrow was waiting…when the Omega would drown everything in Szilence…
~A DIMLY LIT PLACE
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We awoke in each other’s eyes and arms with the weight of the present. You let me gaze at our hands and found those chains of unbendable silex.
This is the last time you’ll hear me speak. Woe is coming to celebrate our betrayal. They led us astray from the floe of truth. The reversible will fall to Gravity. The stars have been weeping in tongues to greet us…
Our character now joins the pile in that wretched place…
Everything is backwaurdse, twisted and bent. With doubt leading all, they met their fate…
~THROUGH THE GRIME
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I was lying under the Universe. Through our blinded irises, stopped-up ears, and qwuieted mouths we observed the betrayal of all. We heard their plans of bendte joints and cracked spines.
Stuck in a glass box with our twisted ones, disintegrated fingers reached for the air…to find empty time.
A betrayal so pure and refined, we sleppt through an eternity of silver stabbs until we joined them in the sea…
Now the stars have blinked out… Sorrow and Love reminisced an existence of the Infinite Szilence through forever…
Twisting back the arms of Fate, he sunk deeper below the ROE of the galaxies…deeper below You…
~ THE EMPTY CHRYSALIS
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Kaleidanoyse - Nereus
03:27
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Lowering an arm
to unshield mine eyes,
in a small meadow
sheltered by bamboo trees, I.
They reach toward
an overcast sky of drear.
Tall grass from
subterranean rice seeds
sway in a light, cool breeze.
Then a hum
fills the air
from beyond this place.
Bombarded by pure tones
of beauty,
clearing away my heart's guards.
Sadness and grief
toiling inside.
Thought they had passed
long ago.
Still, there exists a sorrow.
One dew drop falls from me,
wiped away by a soft hand.
Long locks of blonde
disappear with it
onto a new path,
beyond the meadow.
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How could You be here,
running from me,
the trees stretching onwards
endlessly?
Didn't You leave me
by the Scorpion's side,
couldn't handle the pain
You were trying to hide?
Feet falter,
reminding myself of your absence,
and I lean o'er a bridge -
looking into the calm water.
Until now,
I hadn't thought your passing
would remain with me
this long.
Though spirit is held within,
it's no substitute for Her,
my only familiar kin.
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A soft blossom
sends gentle ripples outward,
touching the water's surface.
Then a gentle gust arrives,
petals upon it,
drawing me on farther.
Subtle birdsong
lifts my mind up
out of the dirt,
bringing me back
to Nature's thrall.
Blooms of pink
dancing with white lights
encircle my figure
and pull me onward, afloat.
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Vale stretching forth
in each direction,
greets my airborne figure's
lightened dimension
as I touch down
on the sturdy ground.
The tall grass
brushes soft against me,
sun-streaks breaking
the clouds' melancholy.
Dew-speckled sprouts
glimmer in spectra,
beyond my old vision.
Colours and shades
of cosmic design
distract a mind
of root-deepened pain.
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Lone cold tear,
which fell from the sky,
how can you do this to me?
Let me stay
in this earthen bliss,
far away from the one I miss.
But the sun goes dark,
covered by clouds
of tungsten and stark,
the floodgates flung open
as within my heart.
She's leaking through the cracks
formed when Her soul left,
absence leaking through.
I let the waters drench,
immobile in sadness,
painted in regret.
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Waking under stars,
I breathe deep the night air,
sparse clouds dark.
Push myself from
the mud and grass,
body tired with a burdened past.
Moons three shine down,
the soaked land pale and sparkling,
parting a path to lights
not so far ahead.
A bridge of aethereal glass,
mint green illum'ed on each end,
stretching across calm pond.
The glass itself made of water and sky,
solid beneath my barefoot hesitation.
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Lotus flowers glow pure,
a familiar breeze
pulling like lures.
Cherry blossoms from dirt
rise up to join them,
each hanging on air
like celestial gems.
Pale emerald archways
come to life,
decorating the silhouette
of a great mountain
on the horizon.
Finally, a star of magenta
alights the peak,
showing a path to the Guardian
that I've come to seek.
I journey forth,
pausing before the first gate,
foot of the mountain
jagged and intimidating.
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Stepping into a haze
of aural blush and mint,
turning to crimson
with thorns black,
I remember Her old abode.
Stranded in space,
abandoned in hate.
I anger,
not at Her departure,
but at those that drove
one so pure
to an act so dark.
Couldn't let go
of their primitive ways,
stuck in a cycle
of endless decay.
But it's no use,
staying so heated
for those already gone,
fallen away
from a crystal embrace
The fact is She's gone,
no matter what,
except for the Spirit inside,
patiently waiting to join
a family stronger than blood.
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Throughout the castle
and kingdom before,
I tried my best
to go it alone,
awaken the Scales.
Though freedom shone
and balance returned,
Her absence was felt
down to my bones.
I had been a vagabond,
drifting forever.
Only Her presence made it vanish,
gave my struggle an end.
Inadequacy fills my mind,
at low times as these.
I couldn't save Her from Her disease.
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So many dreams had I;
as many as the stars
that we flew by -
To grow deeper in love.
Reach our Mother fulfilled
with siblings endless and kind.
See my planet's remaining people
living amongst the radiant life.
Can I still attain them,
with such a loss inside?
I wish you could've stayed,
found a way to remain,
but I know you'd just continue
to struggle in vain.
Some things can't last forever.
Of course they'll come true,
as they are mine alone.
I only wanted to share them
with you.
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Within the haze,
a threshold of light appears,
away from this place
of a mending heart
and a labyrinth of pain.
Crossing over,
touching the earth on fours,
I smell a sweetness
as a pale hand lands soft
on my wet cheek.
I gaze to see the Virgin,
elegant kimono coloured like sakura,
golden fengguan shining
with her sign adorned.
Hair ink-black and flowing,
a familiar breeze comes,
unveiling her beauty.
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Tears turn to spectral butterflies
made of soft light
as she helps me stand upright.
Guiding me through a garden,
fair and diverse greenery about,
we halt at a great door
of solid dark earth
and pale lotuses aglow.
A touch of flesh and dancing digits,
vines respond with roots,
weaving together a complex design.
Then dirt falls away
and tracings remain,
swinging wide to reveal
a place with no shame.
Grand cherry blossom,
tall and proud,
radiating delicate crimson-magenta,
stripping me of my shroud.
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For a time I sat,
head on Astraea's lap,
tree dripping soft dew upon me.
Then we looked out beyond,
to the field where I had lain,
and the down the mountain's face.
Like a serpent entwined 'round
unlucky prey or a trunk,
an energy loop surrounded
the jagged walls of rock,
showing my path through
the gates of Cleansing and Grief.
I looked to her eyes,
earthen and clever,
coming to feel their message,
in the growing sunrise -
Far have I traveled
through stars and this place,
many lessons enveloped,
home displaced.
Still farther I have to go,
more Guardians to align with
in the far reaches of space.
Loss has not consumed me,
nor will it ever.
My family's waiting,
no matter the weather.
Lifted with lotus
and blossoms alike,
I'm sent up to the expanse,
fierce Lion my light.
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Kaleidanoyse - Abyssian
04:11
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Aureus Nova Solis Buffalo, New York
I have been recording music since July 2009 across various projects:
The Silent
Boy
thesilentboy.bandcamp.com
(2009-)
Stars & Constellations
stars-constellations.bandcamp.com
(2010-)
AQVARIVS
aqvarivs.bandcamp.com
(2013-2014)
Kaleidanoyse
kaleidanoyse.bandcamp.com
(2012, 2016-)
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