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Part 6/10 of a collection of EPs telling the story of my life for 10 months, dubbed "X MNTH5"

Featured Instrument: Cello

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released November 18, 2013

Created by Azrael Belford

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Azrael Belford Buffalo, New York

I began making music in 2009. In 2010, I released my debut album as The Silent Boy. In 2011 I began my instrumental project Stars & Constellations and released its 1st album that December. I have a project called AQVARIVS that's on a hiatus until 2024. I started a dance project in 2016 called Kaleidanoyse. Currently working on the LP7 for The Silent Boy and Chapter VII for Stars & Constellations. ... more

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Track Name: Mud
Nick,
I fear
it’s over
between
us
now
because I’ve met
another
that can be here
for real

This long
distance
just kills
me so
And this new love
combats the cold

I’m leaving you
everything here
will
undo
because this
didn’t feel
real
no it
didn’t feel real

I’m sorry
for the pain
this will cause
I didn’t want you
to feel love-loss
but this is just how
it’s got to be
no more of you and me

and I hope
you’ll be
okay
find someone
to brighten
your days

I’m leaving you
everything here
will
undo
because this
didn’t feel
real
no it
didn’t feel real

Goodbye.
Track Name: Clay
I greeted you
as an embrace
and you said that
all was good now
so, I took you in
and we lied there
tangled up
in our arms

But you just didn’t care
enough
about me
I didn’t want to
but I see
that you didn’t care
about me
you just wanted
to feel love
with no commitment

I thought it was perfect
as you smiled and laughed
even told me
to stay
in contact
but you didn’t
reciprocate what
I was feeling

And you just didn’t care
enough
about me
I didn’t want to
but I see
that you didn’t care
about me
you just wanted
to feel love
with no commitment

So I left you
there
Brandon
Track Name: Moss
I found you
in a forest of data
wandering through every path
And you made me warm
with your affection
even if you’re not here for awhile
I know we’ll meet someday soon

You made me laugh and smile
walking for miles and miles
between trees and leaves
When my darkness comes
you don’t run in fear
you distract me and chase it away

Just you caring about me
makes me happy
I wish you were here
but I’ll see you soon
Then there’ll be no more gloom
You give me hope,
Brian.