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Part 7/10 of a collection of EPs telling the story of my life for 10 months, dubbed "X MNTH5"

Featured Instrument: Violin


released December 22, 2013

Created by Azrael Belford

The artwork is a collage of various photography from other artists. If you think one of those is yours, please message me and I will gladly credit you.



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Azrael Belford Buffalo, New York

I began making music in 2009. In 2010, I released my debut album as The Silent Boy. In 2011 I began my instrumental project Stars & Constellations and released its 1st album that December. I have a project called AQVARIVS that's on a hiatus until 2024. I started a dance project in 2016 called Kaleidanoyse. Currently working on the LP7 for The Silent Boy and Chapter VII for Stars & Constellations. ... more

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Track Name: Yearning
Brian left
because of my sadness
it was too much for him
and his optimism

So I started over
talked to Nick again
only as a friend

I want to be with him
but there’s no possibility
so I’ll search
until I find someone
I guess

Keep thinking about Brandon and Barrett
and how it could have worked
but my mind draws a blank
and it saddens me so

Don’t know if I’ll be happy
Track Name: Faded/Black
Looking in all the web
but no one is there
No sense of hope
to keep me warm
So I’ll settle for the black.
Track Name: Rested
School is just about done
And my heart has lost its step
maybe after the break
I will be rested to continue
Will I be rested?

Everything is uncertain
and I just want to stop
Lie and sleep forever
In no ones arms