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Unfortunate: Before & After

by The Silent Boy

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1.
Found 05:58
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I pushed off from the shore and found a boy inside a boat unbound I never thought I’d meet another One to love more than a brother His eyes were blue and green were staring right inside of me I looked back at his and knew this would be forever, I knew we would With our hands held tight and without a fight we float onward to the end of the earth to the end of the sea we’ll go and go oh, we’ll go and go As the waves crest and bend we tell our lives to each other and we have more in common than I could have imagined we survived our cons As the waves crest and bend I’ll hold you to the end you’ll hold me to the end from land to land I never knew it would be this way With love shining bright like the stars in the sky no fear is here oh, no fear is here With our hands held tight and without a fight we float onward to the end of the earth to the end of the sea we’ll go and go With our hands held tight and without a fight we float onward to the end of the earth to the end of the sea we’ll go and go oh, we’ll go and go I pushed off from the shore and found a boy inside a boat unbound
2.
Bodies 04:22
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With our vessels tied up and our bodies put down Our minds unlocked and life became bright With our hearts interweaving and our souls lit up and we won’t give up Lips are meeting hands are gripping muscles tensing we connect Lips are meeting hands are gripping muscles tensing we’re in love We feel each other’s skin kissing caressing intimate We love each other’s bodies kissing caressing intimate Lips are meeting hands are gripping muscles tensing we connect Lips are meeting hands are gripping muscles tensing we’re in love The ocean waves are guiding us Our hands all over each other we’re together you’re my lover You’re my love until time fades away you’re my lover You’re my love until time fades away we’re together you’re my lover You’re my love until time fades away we’re together you’re my lover you’re my anchor You’re my love until time fades away With our hearts interweaving and our souls light up and we won’t give up Lips are meeting hands are gripping muscles tensing we connect Lips are meeting hands are gripping muscles tensing we’re in love
3.
Within 03:33
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I took you within my arms and held you so tight I took you inside my heart I listened to you and your history you held me tight and consoled me You made me wish that there was no time or ending we helped one another through our mending When we needed love, oh we needed love, oh oh oh While I clung on to you I wept From the storm in my head failed friendships and you wiped my tears away released me from my dark days You made me wish that there was no time or ending we helped one another through our mending You made me wish that there was no time or ending we helped one another through our mending You made me wish that there was no time or ending we helped one another through our mending through our mending
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Innamorato 05:10
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As we float upon the Wandering Sea our boats tied together it’s only you and me it’s only you and I until the end of time We don’t need anyone else to be happy now to be alright for once All we need is love and we need nothing more deep inside our cores All we need is love and we need nothing more deep inside our cores it’s how we start again it’s how we live again Love it spins the earth and stars the Universe is ours and we sail outside of time yeah, you are mine and I’m yours And until now I couldn’t see the stars I was so blind in the dark of that island which I don’t care to recall It’s in the past and I know we’ll last All we need is love and we need nothing more deep inside our cores All we need is love and we need nothing more deep inside our cores it’s how we start again it’s how we live again All we need is love and we need nothing more deep inside our cores All we need is love and we need nothing more deep inside our cores it’s how we start again it’s how we live again it’s how we start again it’s how we live again
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Interflow 10:28
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Démis 05:01
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the sea took you from me but you’re not coming back and now I finally see That you never loved You never loved me No matter what you told me before even if I never reach the shore I was misguided led astray by love and by you There’s no hate here just all of my fear I will be alone There’s nothing you can do to atone Oh, you never loved You never loved me No matter what you told me before even if I never reach the shore I just want this to end the pain and the loss they all make me feel so dead I will be alone There’s nothing you can do to atone But why did you do this oh why did you destroy my heart You left on your vessel and left me oh left me to rot all alone Oh, you never loved You never loved me No matter what you told me before even if I never reach the shore and now I finally see That you never loved You never loved me No matter what you told me before even if I never reach the shore I was misguided by you.
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Apart 06:14
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So now you’re gone forevermore And I’m alone dead in my core There’s nothing that I can do I know this I can’t undo You are not coming back again I will never be home or mend again Screaming against the ocean’s roar I just can’t feel things anymore I’m reminded of that place I wish I could erase from time and space where I was in grey mists alone and I’d do nothing but cry and moan I will be alone forever and rot within my anger You are not coming back again I will never be home or mend again Screaming against the ocean’s roar I just can’t feel things anymore Isolation is my fate In the dark I will wait ‘Cause now you’re gone I’m reminded of Seclusion Isolation Dead in my core I’m in the ocean alone alone alone I will be alone forever and rot within my anger You are not coming back again I will never be home or mend again Screaming against the ocean’s roar I just can’t feel things anymore Isolation is my fate In the dark I will wait You are not coming back again I will never be home or mend again Screaming against the ocean’s roar I just can’t feel things anymore I will be alone forever and rot within my anger
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Release (to Philip) 04:06
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You were once brave, 
alive in the summer. 
 You had your boy 
when you weren’t my brother. 
And he loved you back, 
or so you did think then, 
until you discovered 
his dark, dark 
 heartless endeavors. He lied to you, 
 cut you so cruel, 
 and you’re still licking your wounds. 
 He sliced you deep, 
left your heart on the street 
 as you wept and wept. 
And then he just left. Your body aches 
and your mind mistakes 
 love for casuality. 
But, I don’t blame you 
 for any pain you have caused. 
It was his fault, 
 for he broke you down. He lied to you, 
 cut you so cruel, 
and you’re still licking your wounds. 
He sliced you deep, 
left your heart on the street 
 as you wept and wept. 
 And then he just left. You can breathe again, 
 you can breathe. 
 You can feel again, 
reach out and feel again. 
You can love again, 
 You can let Cody go, 
and live again.

9.
Lost 05:01
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Now that I’ve 
 let
 you
 go 
We can move 
 on 
our 
own 
Working towards 
happiness 
I wish you the 
very 
best 

But I’m just so lost now 
I’d go on my way 
but I just don’t know how 
or where 
to set 
my course 
I still have some remorse 
for letting you go 
I just have to move on 
I have to find hope 
I have to just go 
 
My heart is so 
broken 
down 
Depression and 
sadness 
bound 
Don’t know if I’ll 
be 
okay 
I’m sailing towards 
some
 new 
day 

 But I’m just so lost now
 I’d go on my way 
but I just don’t know how 
or where 
to set 
my course 
I still have some remorse 
for letting you go 
I just have to move on 
I have to find hope 
I have to just go
 
There’s an island 
on the horizon 
of my dark ocean 
the Wandering Sea 
Will I be safe there? 
Be loved and welcomed 
Can I start over
 and find a new lover? 

But I’m just so lost now
 I’d go on my way 
but I just don’t know how
 or where 
to set 
my course 
I still have some remorse 
for letting you go 
I just have to move on 
I have to find hope 
I have to just go 

 But I'm just so lost now 
I’d go on my way 
but I just don’t know how
 
 But I’m just so lost now 
I’d go on my way 
but I just don’t know how 
or where
 to set 
my course 
I still have some remorse 
for letting you go 
I just have to move on 
I have to find hope
 I have to just go


about

The Dreamland Chronicles, Dreamscape I:

Soon after The Silent Boy left the island of Seclusion on his small rowboat, he traveled across the Wandering Sea. During this time, he met another young man named Philip whom he became attached to and fell in love with. Alas, both looking for the same thing in two different directions, so had to part after days of love and friendship.

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released May 3, 2014

Created by Aureus Nova Solis

The artwork is a collage of various photography from other artists. If you think one of those is yours, please message me and I will gladly credit you.

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Aureus Nova Solis Buffalo, New York

I have been recording music since July 2009 across various projects:

The Silent Boy
thesilentboy.bandcamp.com
(2009-)

Stars & Constellations
stars-constellations.bandcamp.com
(2010-)

AQVARIVS
aqvarivs.bandcamp.com
(2013-2014)

Kaleidanoyse
kaleidanoyse.bandcamp.com
(2012, 2016-) ... more

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